I tried to reach.
I tried to touch inside.
But there is something there;
It scares me.
Everytime I try,
To reach a part of him
That is secured and cautious,
He rejects me.
There is
A sleeping kitten.
A cautious kitten.
He is freindly but he chooses his friends.
Friends are filtered.
I got the chance,
To get a close encounter.
I am lucky.
I felt lucky.
I
Observe
Enjoy
Love.
But
Everytime I try,
To reach that part of him
That is secured and cautious,
He rejects me.
At far, it is a cute kitten.
I am amazed and mezmerized
that a kitten shall thrive in a man's heart
So soft and cudly.
So sweet and loveable.
I wanted to touch it;
care for it;
love it with all my being.
When I have I tried,
To reach that part of him
That is secured and cautious,
He rejects me.
The cute little kitten growled at me.
He then turned into a beast.
I have figured out.
He is a pretentious kitten.
He is a Lion.
He is a cautious lion.
He doesn't want to be touched there.
Even if,
He fell in love with me;
He rejects me.
It scared me,
Petrify me into my place.
I know I shouldn't reach out anymore.
I know I shouldn't try to pet him.
But how can I not?
It is so irresistable
When you have fallen in love with it.
For a time, I will leave him alone.
Observe
Enjoy
Love
But still I can't touch that part.
That part,
I know,
It is wounded.
He wanted to cure it alone.
I want to be involve.
Nurse him with care.
Pet him with my touch.
Heal him with my love.
But
He still rejects me.
I am scared.
He petrifies me when he growls.
That Everytime I try,
To reach that very part of him
That is secured and cautious,
He rejects me.
