caged

I tried to reach.

I tried to touch inside.

But there is something there;

It scares me.

Everytime I try,

To reach a part of him

That is secured and cautious,

He rejects me.

There is

A sleeping kitten.

A cautious kitten.

He is freindly but he chooses his friends.

Friends are filtered.

I got the chance,

To get a close encounter.

I am lucky.

I felt lucky.

I

Observe

Enjoy

Love.

But

Everytime I try,

To reach that part of him

That is secured and cautious,

He rejects me.

At far, it is a cute kitten.

I am amazed and mezmerized

that a kitten shall thrive in a man's heart

So soft and cudly.

So sweet and loveable.

I wanted to touch it;

care for it;

love it with all my being.

When I have  I tried,

To reach that part of him

That is secured and cautious,

He rejects me.

The cute little kitten growled at me.

He then turned into a beast.

I have figured out.

He is a pretentious kitten.

He is a Lion.

He is a cautious lion.

He doesn't want to be touched there.

Even if,

He fell in love with me;

He rejects me.

It scared me,

Petrify me into my place.

I know I shouldn't reach out anymore.

I know I shouldn't try to pet him.

But how can I not?

It is so irresistable

When you have fallen in love with it.

For a time, I will leave him alone.

Observe

Enjoy

Love

But still I can't touch that part.

That part,

I know,

It is wounded.

He wanted to cure it alone.

I want to be involve.

Nurse him with care.

Pet him with my touch.

Heal him with my love.

But

He still rejects me.

I am scared.

He petrifies me when he growls.

That Everytime I try,

To reach that very part of him

That is secured and cautious,

He rejects me.